I am worth It!!

I stuck up for myself today and lost my job for it! 8 years I went above and beyond just to be tossed out like yesterdays trash! His Loss!!

I am upset and scared, But I know Jon and I will be fine and we will get through this. We can get through anything together.

God never gives you more than you can handle!!

What does'nt kill you only makes you stronger!!

Rest In Peace Crystal

The morning of March 18th Our Daughter, Mother, Sister and Friend Crystal Joy Cook moved on to a place where she could be free of pain and sadness. She is now with her Mother, Cousins and many other loved ones, Whom she loved dearly. I have known Crystal for a few years but really got to know her well the last year. She left behind 3 beautiful children that will know their mother loved them. We will never let them forget her. I know from the few talks we had that she loved her family more than anything. She did not want them to be upset with her and she just wanted to be well. I told her we could never be upset with her, We just wanted the best for her and for her to realize how great she is.I hope when she went to sleep that night she knew we all love her and we were all so proud that she was trying, that she was making things better for her and these little angels she has left for us to take care of and always remeber her by. Well I could go on and on but I just want Crystal to know : We love you and Miss you! We are at peace knowing you are now free of your pain and know you are watching over us forever and always!! Save us a place in Heaven!! Love ya

Austin's Party

Thankful

We are very thankful for all we have. We may not be rich with money but we are rich wtih love! We have great friends and family! I know times are tough right now for alot of people. We just remember that we are lucky and that we have great people!! We love you all and we know things will get better for everyone. Please know we are here for all our friendas and family, day or night. We love you all. Thank you for all you do for us as well.

Happy Birthday Bubba!! We love you, I can not believe 12 years ago today you came into my life and changed it for the better. You mean the world to me and I hope you know how much Jon and I love you.

Happy Birthday!!!!

Wow the next few weeks are full of birthdays, We started off the fun with Jons 37th birthday today. He insisted I do nothing so all we did was have dinner and I bought him a few cards. He made dinner not me. (He wont eat my cooking) We had roast, salad and veggies, then oreos and milk for dessert. On March 13th Tristan will be 8 and we have no idea what we will be doing for him. Austin will be 12 on March 15th, I am sad he is no longer my cute little boy, he is growing up way to fast. Right now we are dealing with bullies and austins attitude. Why are kids so mean and hurtful? He wants to go to classic skating again this year or have a few friends over for a sleep over, We are leaning towards the sleepover. Then we have Dads which is March 21st and Tonyas is March 20th. No plans with them as of yet. My 35th birthday is on March 27th one week after I run the Canyonlands Half Marathon in Moab. I plan on going out the night of the 28th to hang out with friends. My birthday has always been my favorite day, Because it is the one day I can make it all about me!!

So far 2009 is being good to us, Lets hope it continues in that pattern!!